Delusional

 I've believed in you

In your pain, in your suffering

I've believed in you

In your pain, in your being

Well, no more, love

Love has shown me who you are

Pain, upheaval, catasthrophe announced

You, my love, has delivered me a scar

Now, I bleed alone on the ground

Now, my love, I'll fuck it up and more, 

I will fuck whoever I've found

Now, my love, you can just lurk from the dark

For I've found out a bigger truth

Than all your gaslighting led me to

I've found that I still stand

And for that, I need only my own command

I've been delusional

In your words, a bit dramatic, a bit too useful

I've been whatever you wanted me to

But now, former love,

I refuse you.