That's all, folks

 For everyone that has taken the time to read me:
Thank you.

I'm going now. 3 pills and 2 bottles will do nicely.

Know that I never wanted to give up.

Know that I've loved every single visit to this blog.

I say goodbye now. My heart is heavy, but light.

You have stood by my side

You have witnessed my life

You have never given up on me

The hard news I need to share is 

I have

I am done with this world

I am done with the violence

I can no longer change blood into honey

Or pretty words to speak

Still, thank you all of those who have loved me

I am gone with pills and wine

Still, my poetry shall survive

I am sorry if I let you down

After so many years, 

I am just tired and thar is all.