Sad girls club

1)
Sad girl is sad again
She makes boys sad
Her lips made of stone
Her eyes wandering around
Glimmering, shining, slippery in tears

Sad girl does not make him happy anymore
Sad girl has no use in bed
Being sad is not sexy
Sad girl only uses her body to wrap all the sadness
Cries all the puddles and carefully wraps them again

Sad girl doesn't like "compliments"
Sad girl keeps saying she is only human
Being human is not for women, let alone sad ones
Sad girl has too big of a mouth and way too many teeth
And she still won't smile.

2)
Sad girl is trying to explain the pain
But it is choked in her throath
She coughs and huffs and looks for eyes that would help
She can't breath, still everybody thinks she is
just giggling
being a happy girl
being proper
what's wrong with that?

3)
There's an underlying beauty to every tragedy.
When you are a tragedy of a girl diagnosed with bipolar disorder,
You are the damsel in distress
Who doesn't love a good hero story?
After all, you thought you could fix her
You, oh, so mighty and knowing
Could fix me, the broken girl, the sad princess
A metaphore, a quest, a purpose
But what if I wasn't broken to start with?

4)
When you see beyond the pink lenses,
trying to fix someone with a mental disorder is simply a burden.
You are too much.
Nobody knows what to do with a girl who carries her heart on the palm of her hands and dares not to smile.
So they leave you. When being the hero becomes too much. When you become the sad girl, they are ready to show their nobility
They tried to save you, did they not?
But you are just too much
And yet
Not enough.